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Gone
It's easy to say you're gone but it's something I can't accept
Even if you're not around my heart is where you're kept
This is what you wanted and I won't put up a fight
But how do I let go when I dream of you every night.
We had something great, simple words could never explain
You seemed to be the only thing that took away my pain
I struggle to understand what I have done to make you to leave
and I'm left with the thought of all the plans we didn't achieve
Even though you left I still wish you the best
For our time together made me feel quite blessed
But if you never hear from me please understand
It's only because I could never stand the sight of you with another man
Be happy, find your joy, love yourself and I will try to do the same.
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Literature
Sad world
Will there ever be a day when we all can get some rest,
Tired of running around treating my life like it's a test.
We just need one day. no one dies nothings wrong,
We can all gather around and maybe sing some songs.
We all need something in this world that'll take our pain away,
Something we can abuse just to make it another day.
Is it drugs, money, liquor, or a knife?
But when it gets that bad who really is in contorl of your life.
That's why we need a day, just to sit and to enjoy
The world we can have if no one is out to destroy
We don't need a solution, our solution is each other
For us to love the world we live in and treat everyone like your brother.
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:iconzafei:ZaFei 3 1
Literature
Hiding
Are you trying to hide all alone in your mind,
May I join you in there to see what I find?
It's dark and quiet but something to fear
I never would imagine letting anyone in here.
For me to be alone is a choice I have made
You get used to the feeling of being afraid.
So you choose to be this way did I hear this right?
Being by youself every day and every night?
This can't be the best way that you could live
Was it someone that you lost, or someone you can't forgive?
You make it sound so easy like it would be better if only I tried
little did you know I sat up every night and cried.
Yes I lost someone I can't forgive that part you said was true
The biggest loss in my life and that person was you.
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Literature
Pain
When you're up late at night thinking the world is so cold,
and how you stuck all alone with no one to hold.
Running in your mind are those words you never thought you'd hear.
The pain that follows behind feels like it was your biggest fear.
You didn't know how to respond and didn't know how to react.
When the pain hit so hard like a heart attack.
It made you run and hide trying to escape the world
Left there all alone while your mind raced and swirled.
Searching all around for a way to stop the pain,
When in reality all I wanted was to be hung by a chain.
Does death seem so bad as you lay there on the floor.
What else comes to mind when you don't want to feel anymore.
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Literature
Short but sweet.
So I found my place at the top of the world,
Laying by the fireplace with the most amazing girl.
Every time she smiles it's a site to see,
This girl will never understand what she means to me.
It's amazing to see how far we have come.
But neither of us forgot where we came from.
Yes you have your ways and I have mine,
and you always have to remind me not to step out of line.
But the one thing I told you i'd never forget,
Is that I loved you the moment that our eyes first met.
So you be my girl and i'll be your man.
and we will last forever, does that sound like a plan?
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:iconzafei:ZaFei 4 3
Literature
Finally.
I wan't to take a moment to remember the past.
Everyone always says life goes to fast.
So i'll stop for a second and take a breather,
with everything going on im running one hell of a fever.
Seems like my life is just moving on,
and i'm packing up then i'll be gone.
Not running or hiding from the pain that should be inside me
But it's hard to feel pain when the place that i'm going to be,
Is far far away in world where it's just you and me.
I waited for too long,
Held my head up and stayed strong.
For a chance in the world, to be with one hell of a girl.
I don't mean like oysters and pearls.
She'll be my number one.
So we can just lay right under the sun.
And thank the world for the night,
For once in our lives they finally got it right.
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Literature
Blind
I fuck up a lot, though it seems natural in this society,
But when I'm all alone I just fill with this anxiety.
So I'm stuck writing these lines in this place that I call home.
You see my mind can take me far, to Paris or even Rome.
Seems the reality of it all is we can't be left to fall
Cause when we let our selves go it's the wrong person who's standing tall.
They take their power and their rights and shove it down your throat,
It's nothing but pain that you feel, are you ready to take a vote?
Will you be the one let's them self go?
Gave everything up just because you didn't know.
Who was there who really cared all along you didn't see,
That everyone loved the person that only you could be.
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:iconzafei:ZaFei 2 0
Literature
Days growing longer
Her eyes shine bright though shes miles away,
Every time I get to see her its a perfect day.
It's not really that easy it's sad but true,
But she's a thousand miles away and there's nothing I can do.
Every time I try to get a step closer,
I just loop back around like a roller coaster.
It's agony at night but surely worth the wait,
We get through with love and say fuck all the hate.
A life without you is no life I wish to see,
Cause it's really true, you do complete me.
Though life seems to stop us and put us down,
I'll never give up until I can spend my life with you around.
As we work towards each other the days will grow longer,
But no doubt our love will only grow stronger.
We can't give up until we are hand in hand,
and you wake up everyday knowing i'll always be your man.
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Literature
Let's run away.
Remember those times life was better than it seemed,
Like itself could be more than a dream.
I had you and it's all that I need.
A world together is that considered greed?
We can walk together down the road,
To never let you go i'll stand by that code.
So how about we make a deal,
Something sacred like the king's seal.
You give me your heart and mine shall be yours.
You give me your trust and i'll open all the doors.
I'll love you till the day we rest,
along the side of our friends who have finished their quest.
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:iconzafei:ZaFei 4 2
Literature
The beginning
It's been a while since I've been in this spot,
Need to show my love for you is more than a lot.
You asked for a story so here it goes,
Where will it end, well.. who knows...
There was a man named John, he never knew what to do.
All he knew was he meant to be with Sue.
But Sue never saw him for what he is now,
She thought of how he would be, reading their vows.
No, this isn't that love at first sight,
It's finding the one and making things right.
When they met at last all words were lost,
They wanted to speak, no matter the cost.
He built up the nerve and made the first move,
Little did he know he had a lot to prove.
For she saw him as a wonder but not finished at all.
But never for this man did she expect to fall.
And their love grew stronger, they felt like they're on top.
Seemed nothing in the world could force them to stop.
With a small so wide he grabbed her hand,
Said, " You're my girl, and I'm your man."
Through the good and the bad, he stood by her side,
Always insured she had
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Literature
Let's fly.
And so we went on, letting our imagination lead the way.
And somehow whenever I'm down you always knew what to say.
As long as I know your love is still true,
There's nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you.
As long as you're with me, nothing will go wrong.
I'll hold you in my arms, and sing you a song.
We'll conquer the world one step at a time,
Living on each day wasting no time.
We can show them all how tough we can be,
And climb higher up so everyone can see.
Whenever you laugh, whenever you cry,
I'll be by your side until the day that we die.
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:iconzafei:ZaFei 5 2
Literature
You're all I want.
Lost in thoughts and all I see,
is standing there with you next to me.
You have my heart now understand,
I need you here, hand in hand.
You're miles away yet I know that it's true.
The feelings I have, my love for you.
Never has something felt so right,
and lately you're all I think about at night.
Sitting alone waiting to know,
how far we can take this and where we would go.
after hour of time have slowly past
I've come to see the answer at last.
You're right for me, and i'm right for you,
Time to show the world that we're coming through.
I promise to care, and promise to try.
And always be there for you when you cry.
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Literature
The war we fight.
Through all the times we cried,
and all the days we tried.
We never seemed to run.
We just stand under the sun.
After all the games we played,
and all the lives we saved.
We will see never see the day,
When the war has gone away.
And everytime we fall,
We rise up and stand tall.
Cause we fight until we die,
And we never question why.
This war we fight is life,
Through the reflection of the knife.
Only few will keep their lives,
Cause only few know how to survive.
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:iconzafei:ZaFei 4 1
Literature
One of those nights.
Just another night to be all alone,
When the one you love is far from home.
Just another week to make it through.
Cause when you're alone there's nothing to do.
Lost in your thoughts full of nothing but pain,
Lost in this world with nothing to gain.
When you're stuck in this life with few by your side,
Where do you go, and where can you hide.
Decisions you make can change it all,
But make the wrong one and all will fall.
Take the right path and all will know,
Just how far you will go.
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:iconzafei:ZaFei 5 1
Literature
You're the one
Never did I think that it would be you,
The one to change my life, and stop me from feeling blue.
You're the one I always need, the only one for me,
And together it seems we're as happy as can be.
The one in my life,
Who makes everything seem right.
The one in my life,
That I want to be with every night.
Safe to say you have my heart,
And we show off our love in a way of art.
I'll be with you till the day we die,
And even after that i'll be looking to the sky.
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Literature
Together
When the only one you live for is miles away,
and they're the only one can get you through the day.
Would you walk for months just to see her smile?
For that satisfaction in your heart that would last awhile.
Though the distance will be gone in just a few years,
Then I can be there to wipe away the tears.
Hold you and love you until the day that we die,
these are the thoughts that help me get by.
It's crazy for you to love someone like me,
Yet in the largest of crowds I was all you could see.
No one can stop us when it's me and you.
Cause nothing can break love that is so true.
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It's easy to say you're gone but it's something I can't accept
Even if you're not around my heart is where you're kept
This is what you wanted and I won't put up a fight
But how do I let go when I dream of you every night.

We had something great, simple words could never explain
You seemed to be the only thing that took away my pain
I struggle to understand what I have done to make you to leave
and I'm left with the thought of all the plans we didn't achieve

Even though you left I still wish you the best
For our time together made me feel quite blessed
But if you never hear from me please understand
It's only because I could never stand the sight of you with another man



Be happy, find your joy, love yourself and I will try to do the same.
Will there ever be a day when we all can get some rest,
Tired of running around treating my life like it's a test.
We just need one day. no one dies nothings wrong,
We can all gather around and maybe sing some songs.

We all need something in this world that'll take our pain away,
Something we can abuse just to make it another day.
Is it drugs, money, liquor, or a knife?
But when it gets that bad who really is in contorl of your life.

That's why we need a day, just to sit and to enjoy
The world we can have if no one is out to destroy
We don't need a solution, our solution is each other
For us to love the world we live in and treat everyone like your brother.
Are you trying to hide all alone in your mind,
May I join you in there to see what I find?

It's dark and quiet but something to fear
I never would imagine letting anyone in here.
For me to be alone is a choice I have made
You get used to the feeling of being afraid.

So you choose to be this way did I hear this right?
Being by youself every day and every night?
This can't be the best way that you could live
Was it someone that you lost, or someone you can't forgive?

You make it sound so easy like it would be better if only I tried
little did you know I sat up every night and cried.
Yes I lost someone I can't forgive that part you said was true
The biggest loss in my life and that person was you.
When you're up late at night thinking the world is so cold,
and how you stuck all alone with no one to hold.
Running in your mind are those words you never thought you'd hear.
The pain that follows behind feels like it was your biggest fear.

You didn't know how to respond and didn't know how to react.
When the pain hit so hard like a heart attack.
It made you run and hide trying to escape the world
Left there all alone while your mind raced and swirled.

Searching all around for a way to stop the pain,
When in reality all I wanted was to be hung by a chain.
Does death seem so bad as you lay there on the floor.
What else comes to mind when you don't want to feel anymore.

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