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It's easy to say you're gone but it's something I can't accept
Even if you're not around my heart is where you're kept
This is what you wanted and I won't put up a fight
But how do I let go when I dream of you every night.

We had something great, simple words could never explain
You seemed to be the only thing that took away my pain
I struggle to understand what I have done to make you to leave
and I'm left with the thought of all the plans we didn't achieve

Even though you left I still wish you the best
For our time together made me feel quite blessed
But if you never hear from me please understand
It's only because I could never stand the sight of you with another man



Be happy, find your joy, love yourself and I will try to do the same.
Will there ever be a day when we all can get some rest,
Tired of running around treating my life like it's a test.
We just need one day. no one dies nothings wrong,
We can all gather around and maybe sing some songs.

We all need something in this world that'll take our pain away,
Something we can abuse just to make it another day.
Is it drugs, money, liquor, or a knife?
But when it gets that bad who really is in contorl of your life.

That's why we need a day, just to sit and to enjoy
The world we can have if no one is out to destroy
We don't need a solution, our solution is each other
For us to love the world we live in and treat everyone like your brother.
Are you trying to hide all alone in your mind,
May I join you in there to see what I find?

It's dark and quiet but something to fear
I never would imagine letting anyone in here.
For me to be alone is a choice I have made
You get used to the feeling of being afraid.

So you choose to be this way did I hear this right?
Being by youself every day and every night?
This can't be the best way that you could live
Was it someone that you lost, or someone you can't forgive?

You make it sound so easy like it would be better if only I tried
little did you know I sat up every night and cried.
Yes I lost someone I can't forgive that part you said was true
The biggest loss in my life and that person was you.
When you're up late at night thinking the world is so cold,
and how you stuck all alone with no one to hold.
Running in your mind are those words you never thought you'd hear.
The pain that follows behind feels like it was your biggest fear.

You didn't know how to respond and didn't know how to react.
When the pain hit so hard like a heart attack.
It made you run and hide trying to escape the world
Left there all alone while your mind raced and swirled.

Searching all around for a way to stop the pain,
When in reality all I wanted was to be hung by a chain.
Does death seem so bad as you lay there on the floor.
What else comes to mind when you don't want to feel anymore.

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Time after time I see profiles of Deviants who have been here for years and only have a handful of watchers, and they have great quality art, yet they go unnoticed. Here I am only 2 months in and have all of you amazing people watching me. Love you guys ;D

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SydneyScribbles Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! Hug 
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Larathain Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
You are very welcome for the watch and the llama! If you see my art, and enjoy what you perceive, mayhaps you'll offer me the favor of returning the watch! ^-^
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ShameleesChaosPeach Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
thx for the fav !! !!!
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TheScrapUser Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite!!
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kanamexgoya Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016
Thank you for ✨✨☀️
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JerryLangdon Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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chazze98 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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Supach Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :star: :D
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Genosis15 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2016  New Deviant
Thanks for the fave :)
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kanamexgoya Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2016
Thank you so much for ☀☀☀
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